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         i confess that i said that you can't shot me , i said that while we were talking about other cibles,precisely at that moment i was doing some calculating and some equations, but i guess i've done an errors in the midle of that, i had a nice result so that's why i said that...but still unreachbale....nas zman galou li ma 9etlate katsemmen, ou ana yemken ikoune tzad fiya gramme wella jouje men ba3d al 2esaba li l7ares tmeken men 2eb3ad l55atar diyalha

       My legs are open ...go ahead i ain't going to stop ya...am not virgin anymore...it wouldn't hurt if i get fucked, cause i am used to ,but can you tell me just one thing before i get fucked?!!! aren't we friends too?!!!!
       Aren't we supposed to be fine within this fucking friendship, but we not...am not looking toward to get ya back by my side,,, i prefer being alone the rest of my life,i can't handle being hurt no mo'', i won't to be bed , am not trying to scare ya cause I not a ghost , and when i am bed i am not a danger for others i represent the danger against my self ,i won't hurt me no mo...but you youze just fine when you are by your self,,,but what i can't understand is why don't get back dak shé li kane3té dima tassarofate diyal bnadem 9al tolot oula ll'arrob m3aya , ma 3raftche 3lashe lbashar ma ki rodshe liya sa3a oclock dima na3sa 15 min wella o moins 10,,, mashi moshkil, parseque je me suis habitué a se genre de circonstances, i lost my daddy when i had 4 years old so u can see that i've been hurted since my childhood
       nrej3ou li n3ajna kbel ma yji dib...i can stand by people help them, knowing them or not, i can safe them, even if i risk my life for that ...because i am a greatah.but when it come to such situation, that you can do nothing with it,u can only watch listen and pray...but when it comes to such speech when you see others suffering but you can do nothing, when they are ready to bowdown in front of you and ask you to help, when they give money to you ,,, asking you to take him somewhere to take himm out of the solitude...but when you face that blue wall whenever you are free...when you call him and he didn't reply...when you trying to help....when he hole all the buoys i am Launches forward him...will you keep trying or you'll gave up...but when you gave up she come back to gave you hope...and it's not a hope the only hope i can see is in her eyes...i am only her last card , and she is trying it
        Insulting or not will change nothing, as it will not effect me.am not telling that am heartless, i've got feelings dude, i've got blood running in my veine dude...i learned how to forget all the pain
made by other , with many ways , and you know the old methode..rolling and still...but i've got secrets weapons u don't know bout...but you should know that am untouchable you can't shot me cause you ain't having the balls that will fit ma chest, and if you represent the danger at any sence..ana my momm told me ba3ed 3la dangé ou ghani low....
          and Ilyas is wa7ed menna, so lazem nkoeno m3ah, koen kanté katfhem koen raak tayye7té kwareek as we said over here and you try to be down for him...as u kept those words till the end of the post , am going to do so ...cause they fit ya more then do wit me ...am telling ya again an again...we both are in argue,and when i am that mean that i am , i don't talk with the person am troubling with i don't approach him,am not going to describe the way i am cause you already know me and know who i am. and u may notice this...but when it's about masla7at aljama3a kantaye7 kwariya kimma guelti ou kanetnazel 3la sh7al men hajja w haj...melli jite l3anedk j etais dans une situation merdeux mais j ai dis ke chui obligé d allé voir youssef et parlé avec luia se propos,, essayé de trouvé une solution car je me suis perdu dans cette histoire mabkite fahem walou , ca m emerdes,,, si seulement i can tape ma meeting wit her,,,you'll know what am talking about...
          one more thing, i care about ilyas more then you do, and what proove what am saying , is the day when i talked wit ya, when i asked ya to change the way you are, not with every one, i told u u can act what ever how ever , but change it when you are with ilyas , i asked you many times to don't insult him , don't humiliate him like u ever done, i asked you to be smoth and tender with him , but u did refuse any way i am not going to blame ya nor blame my self , cause if i had to blame some one, i'll blame my momm and daddy who brought me to this world who brought me to this place ,and if i had to blame something i'll blame the destiny that brought me such friends and such troubles...trust me body j ai plein de truk ke j aime devoilé et ke j aime en parlé mais je suis entouré de sourds, tu changeras jamais,, nta 3zize 3liya mais tu m enmerde avec certains truk **sometimes i find my self fighting against positive and negative feelings , sometimes i get lost within all of this***.. walakin no body is perfect, BUT ALLAH ,that's why when ever you done something to me i forget it and forgive it because u are renting a part in my heart, body,my brain,and even in my memories , i remember the time, the time that we have , when we used to dance to laugh and to fun.
           at last , LMOSAMA7AH, o ma dishe 3liya ba3de lmarrate ma kankounshe ana ,cause i've got a youngest jin inside me...

     that's why i came yesterday , cause he'isn't only mine, he's our friend, we both have to work on that...we both should take care of him ...we both should help him...we both should be with him , not only me 

        what you shld know is the reason i came for yesternight, i didn't came to talk wit ya nor even check about ya as i usually do, but i came cause what happened was more then what i can handle, yesterday i had 3 fucking trouble, plus the big one the friends you talking about , u were supposed to help him tooo not just me

i even need help too...when i was with his mommm ,,,it was so fucking crazy and so fucking hard for me....ma b9a liha walou ou tbousse liya rejliya ....bhalla dwahe 3andi ou ana mkhabih....kanshouf fi mou katmoiute ou kat9ate3 goudammi ou ana ma kader 3la walou...

any way fuck me,, even if am already fucked...and allah ye3tini lghara9 ga3